It's sometimes hard to realize that life moves on without you. You know, they say you never really live until you help someone that could never repay you. Well I guess I live a lot then. Sick of people coming and going. Sick of an influx of friendship and a denial of stability and security. In fear and faith, I'm yours to take. Use me. Turn me inside out. My insides feel like they've been on spin cycle for years.